I, & who I thought was my perfect mate broke-up. A few weeks ago, after a long term commement of 3 1/2 years.(mostly after I moved and he asked me to marry him) Then, things just seemed to go from bad to worse (then again maybe their were signs all along)?.. Yes!! I am sad but...Life moves on with or with-out me..So I did the normal thing all women do try and look at where we went wrong? And if their was any signs.. Oh I read everything I could find (while web surfing to find my answers) Even checking out the Horoscope page to see if he was my perfect mate!! Well depending on which one you read you can throw it both ways. My Man was a (Aries) and the stars told me he was not a good mix with me, instead!! (told me I should run like hell and be glad I got away) They told me I should look for men born under three different stars, like: Pisces (now he's the man for me it says) Then: Virgo (he's suppose to be a definite keeper) Then last but least: Cancer (a guy after my my heart, and anything it wants)...LOL Well depending, on who you ask they will each laugh and say what they think of them. - Basing your love life on a Stupid Horoscope!! But yet every day we all find ourselves reading one in the local News-paper, or on the Inter-net while surfing. I don't know if any of they star(men) the signs say are right for me its hard to say? I do know I married a Cancer and he was not after my heart!! (unless to break it)..LOL. Each of us so different in so many ways, And its hard to say who's right for who? As people change every day...And just because he was the right guy today don't mean he's the one for you ..In the end! I stayed out of the dating swing for years, to try and fix me so I didn't make the mistakes I did in my last relationship...And you know what Ladies!! Yes I didn't pick-up where I left off with these type of men! (I jumped into a new barrel of problems)...I have finally figured something out about myself!!
I am a (fixer & Healer) I have to do this to feel good about me...BAD!! Me. Well I'm not going to run out and find me another man to replace the one who is gone, to prove it wasn't me who was the problem. I don't care!! What I am going to do is just try and fix me and figure out what makes me happy and then....If by some change.. Another man knocks me down trying to get me to look at it him.. So be it!.. But for now I am going to just enjoy my life and find things that make me happy..And stop worrying about what I did wrong, and what type of star man I should of or should date."
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